-- Posted by jessica20110 at 7:08 pm on June 22, 2008 I was doing so good, so good, so good. Only had like 310 calories today and a couple tootsie rolls. What the FUCK do I do? Eat some goddamn pie that I made. Now I feel like shoving my hand down my throat and throwing up. I'm a weak minded failure, god DAMMIT. -- Posted by FuckUnikka at 7:09 pm on June 22, 2008 Damn, chill out. -- Posted by Dont Notice Me at 7:09 pm on June 22, 2008 pie is the number 1 killer of diets -- Posted by zoegirl1 at 7:09 pm on June 22, 2008 stop baking.. or make healthier meals -- Posted by Lulu Nobody at 7:09 pm on June 22, 2008 310 calories a day is starving yourself. Why are you starving yourself to lose weight (which is actually just water and lean muscle weight, not fat weight) instead of eating RIGHT and exercising? -- Posted by AngelFxxk at 7:09 pm on June 22, 2008 310 calories isn't enough anyway. Pie is good for you. xP -- Posted by XxemochickxX at 7:10 pm on June 22, 2008 Pie is delicious. Iwdnt wory bout it!! -- Posted by penguinsrule at 7:10 pm on June 22, 2008 310? only 310??? you're never supposed to go under 1200....so you're fine. don't do the bulimic/ana thing. it'll come back to bite you later -- Posted by Syber at 7:10 pm on June 22, 2008 310 calories + 200 calorie pie slice = 510 calories. Still below recommended 2,000....I;d say eat some more because that's not healthy... -- Posted by Sachacohen2 at 7:10 pm on June 22, 2008 well why starve yourself in the first place? If you want to lose weight, eat normally and excercise more , then u wont have these dumb binges. -- Posted by chaosdisown at 7:10 pm on June 22, 2008 diets, because your not dying fast enough already -- Posted by angelofmusic22 at 7:11 pm on June 22, 2008 yes, you are pretty stupid for only eating 310 calories a day. you need to see a doctor. -- Posted by anc8469 at 7:11 pm on June 22, 2008 Calm down your not going to die over that one piece of pie. Just exercise it off. -- Posted by hubert cumberdale at 7:11 pm on June 22, 2008 don't worry. 310 calories a day will kill you. -- Posted by jamuban08 at 7:12 pm on June 22, 2008 its not the end of the world. cheer up pal -- Posted by jessica20110 at 7:12 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from penguinsrule at 10:10 pm on June 22, 2008 310? only 310??? you're never supposed to go under 1200....so you're fine. don't do the bulimic/ana thing. it'll come back to bite you later Ya, I'm going to therapy right now. That's why I'm NOT throwing up, because she would know. She can tell. -- Posted by pumpkin475 at 7:12 pm on June 22, 2008 just let this be a lesson and from now on you shall be more strong willed :} -- Posted by CaliKevin at 7:13 pm on June 22, 2008 Yea starving yourself and purging is not the proper way to go about losing weight. -- Posted by andrewthegreat at 7:14 pm on June 22, 2008 attention seeker -- Posted by WanderingEndlessly at 7:14 pm on June 22, 2008 Only having that many calories for a day is a bit on the dangerous side.  If you only eat a small amount you will end up gaining mroe weight.  Eat healthy balanced meals and its ok to have junk food as long as its in moderation.  If you dont have any when you do have some your not going to be able to stop or you will jsut go way over board and ruin the whole thing.  Dont freak out because you had  some pie.  Obviously you were hungry so eat and you would be able to resist better. -- Posted by jessica20110 at 7:16 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from andrewthegreat at 10:14 pm on June 22, 2008 attention seeker I'm on here to fucking rant, so shut the hell up. I'm not "seeking attention" I'm trying to convey how I feel about myself right now because the person that I want to talk to about it won't listen. -- Posted by rhtina1 at 7:16 pm on June 22, 2008 dont have any eating disorders, they do you no good trust me :o( -- Posted by hello12345 at 7:19 pm on June 22, 2008 DO NOT THROW UP!!!! it's a viscious addictive cycle, DO NOT THROW UP!!! The pie could not have been more than 3500 cals, and even if it was, it would only be one pound gain, BUT you worked off about 2000 something during the day, SOOO YOU WON"T GAIN WEIGHT!!!! DO NOT THROW UP!!!! It will be ok, you'll do better tommorow -- Posted by Autumndaze at 7:28 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from jessica20110 at 10:12 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from penguinsrule at 10:10 pm on June 22, 2008 310? only 310??? you're never supposed to go under 1200....so you're fine. don't do the bulimic/ana thing. it'll come back to bite you later Ya, I'm going to therapy right now. That's why I'm NOT throwing up, because she would know. She can tell. Don't do that to yourself. You may think you're benefiting(losing weight) from it now but its not. When you're starving yourself, you're losing a lot more than you think you are. You're losing everything that basically helps your body. Things like nutrition, muscle, and a lot of other things. When you throw your stuff up, you're doing all of that plus ruining you're teeth and all of that. You may know all of this stuff already but think twice before you do this to yourself. -- Posted by Lizzie2007 at 9:18 am on June 23, 2008 Aren't you someone trying to recover?  Why would you aspire for less than 400 calories when you are attempting to do so? But I know what you mean.  I haven't started my "recovery" plan yet because I'm wating for these last 5 pounds to go.  ButI really bashed myself in my journal for something very similar a couple days ago.  But you are supposed to be trying to get better, so try not to restrict so much anymore. -- Posted by jennay at 11:21 am on June 23, 2008 I dont really think this place is the appropriate outlet for the kind of support you want