-- Posted by fashionistadivaa at 3:50 pm on Mar. 7, 2008 Last night at our school band concert, my friend kept shaking the chair I was sitting in when we were watching the show.  And a screw popped out and the chair broke.  All these boys kept telling me I was fat, I was enormous, I needed to lose weight.  They got pretty vicious, started saying I was a fat ugly bitch and I had no friends and nobody cared if I died because I was stupid and slutty.  I have almost no self-confidence anyway and after the concert I just started crying.  I couldn't help it. Lately, it's like I can't do anything right.  I can't sit in a chair right.  I can't get good grades.  And I can't tell the boy I like that I like him because every time I try, I freak out.  I feel totally useless because I'm so unconfident and it just makes me feel like maybe those boys were right.  Maybe nobody does care.  And I don't want to feel this way, but I don't know what to do.