-- Posted by dancetillyadrop at 6:22 pm on July 10, 2009 At the beginning of the summer I was so excited, I felt like I was going to be doing so much and have such a great summer. I was supposed to get my license, get a job, hang out with a lot of my friends, do things with my boyfriend(he was supposed to get his license), go to my aunt and uncles cottage, etc. So far, my parents couldn't afford driving school so I haven't got my license, i haven't heard from any places I applied for a job, I've barely seen anyone, my boyfriend hasn't got his license and I'm tired of the relationship - it feels pointless anymore, i haven't gone on nor will I probably go on any vacations this year, and I always end up sleeping late even though I don't want to so I never get to go outside and swim/lay out even though I have a pool. I just feel so useless. Ugh. -- Posted by dancetillyadrop at 6:22 pm on July 10, 2009 She is too old IMO to be on here.... Surprised you lasted a day. -- Posted by Areola at 6:23 pm on July 10, 2009 End the relationship. Go out and meet new people. -- Posted by Areola at 6:23 pm on July 10, 2009 ok so they are here, i still think they are bluffing, but now im not sure, she brought her brother and three of her freinds, if he is truly 4 or 5 inches seen me naked will be no big deal i guess. not sure i want them to see how small i am though, -- Posted by melixx28 at 6:57 pm on July 10, 2009 I feel the same way , except the boyfriend and pool part. I want a job and be happier. I'm just so bored. -- Posted by melixx28 at 6:57 pm on July 10, 2009 Mine has the mark of Death! ^^ My Dick is Deathproof, now! -- Posted by MoonLoveBaby at 11:49 pm on July 10, 2009 Sometimes that stuff happens love, before the better part of your life (or the situation if not  your life) can shine through. In my experience, it always gets worse before it gets better. If you're feeling useless or as if you've hit rock bottom, I believe that things will start looking up :) Try talking to your boyfriend about some of the things that are weighing on your mind, inclusing him. I find that it most often works to spice things up and open better communication values. As for the drivers license, that will come in time. Lord knows its hella expensive for the classes and license itself; it'll come to you, and once it does, it'll be all the better, for as cliche as it is - the longer you have to wait, the better it gets. Also, sometimes staying home and puttering around to do what needs to be done (if anything) is more fun than leaving, just to have to come back. Incentive for getting up early too, is the sunrise :) I hope everything gets better for you love. Just hold on tight, cause when it gets better, it'll flip you upside down, and trust me - Its an awesome feeling :D -- Posted by MoonLoveBaby at 11:49 pm on July 10, 2009 eyes