-- Posted by Anonymous at 4:17 am on July 4, 2009 I can't believe how pathetic my entire life is right now. Ever since I've moved to this new town my life has sucked. I have no friends, barely any money and an apartment that is no bigger than your bedroom. It's pathetic what I'll do to try and be normal. I just went for a drive around town because it made me feel normal. Like I'm a part of something that people do everyday. I know people say go out and get friends, but it's hard.. really. I can't just go out alone =\  I feel like such a retard sitting there in a club or something, nobody wants to know me.   I choose bad friends too Like My last "friend" and I were driving out to see someone, I got lost because I was stuck in traffic, didn't see her make a turnoff. Anyway, I called her and said like "Where'd you go?"  She tells me, from the last petrol station it was the 4th right. I go back and take the 4th right... Still can't see her. "All you have to do is turn left and it's like 20km down the road" All the while she never stopped to wait for me.   20km later, I'm in the middle of nowhere. I call again and she turned her phone off.   God I'm pathetic, I don't even have a reason to live... -- Posted by dnyuki at 4:19 am on July 4, 2009 Go to the church. You'll meet pretty much nice people there -- Posted by jsia at 4:19 am on July 4, 2009 Don't say that, there's always a reason to live. You've just moved to a new town...you might think it's lame but consider this before thinking you have no reason to live. Perhaps join community groups of some sort? Study or just research something you enjoy. Then you'll meet people with the same interests. What do you enjoy? -- Posted by aejae at 4:20 am on July 4, 2009 No, you're good... It just takes some adjustment... be outgoing and people will love you, cheer up -- Posted by One Two Step at 4:22 am on July 4, 2009 Quote: from aejae at 4:20 am on July 4, 2009 No, you're good... It just takes some adjustment... be outgoing and people will love you, cheer up this. -- Posted by kindredragon at 4:36 am on July 4, 2009 you seem really nice Sorry but give it time it should get better