-- Posted by WriterGurl at 6:02 pm on June 28, 2009 So i'm 17 right now. and since i was 15 and almost turning 16 ive had a crush on a boy named miercoles. i think abt him every single day. i envision 2gether in a relation. even married sumtimes. we met through a college enrichment program. ive been stuck on him ever since. hes home 4 the summer frm college now. i saw him at the library yesterday and ran. i saw him 2day at his mom's house when i went 2 see his bro. although he recognizes me , he's distant frm me. we havent rlly talk minus 2day since last may. 1 yr. i miss him so much. whenever i think of him i feel as if i'm going 2 have a panic attack like i have anxiety or sumthen. and my fren is always like is he doing all of this stuff 4 u. in regards 2 me trying 2 better my-self. hes my only crush. i said that (at 1st) that i wud not let him see me until i was completely ready. but what the hay. i missed him and still do. i feel so hopeless. -- Posted by Kinky Kitten at 11:29 am on June 30, 2009 Oh Ive had a mad crush like that for a good 3 or 4 years now, and Ive always been afraid to even talk to him even though we did kiss once at a concert event thing. Don't be afraid, if you like him so much then talk to him. I'm sure you know enough about him by now to talk to him about his interests. Its useless really to just hope he will notice you one day from your looks, make him notice you for your mind. Don't go straight into asking him out, don't appear interested in him at all at the start just act friendly and he will start liking you.