Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Stupid stupid stupid stupid me. stupid Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]pumpkin475[/m] at 7:12 pm on June 22, 2008[quote]just let this be a lesson and from now on you shall be more strong willed :}[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post jessica20110 Posted at 7:08 pm on June 22, 2008 I was doing so good, so good, so good. Only had like 310 calories today and a couple tootsie rolls. What the FUCK do I do? Eat some goddamn pie that I made. Now I feel like shoving my hand down my throat and throwing up. I'm a weak minded failure, god DAMMIT.

Replies jennay Posted at 11:21 am on June 23, 2008 I dont really think this place is the appropriate outlet for the kind of support you want Lizzie2007 Posted at 9:18 am on June 23, 2008 Aren't you someone trying to recover?  Why would you aspire for less than 400 calories when you are attempting to do so? But I know what you mean.  I haven't started my "recovery" plan yet because I'm wating for these last 5 pounds to go.  ButI really bashed myself in my journal for something very similar a couple days ago.  But you are supposed to be trying to get better, so try not to restrict so much anymore. Autumndaze Posted at 7:28 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from jessica20110 at 10:12 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from penguinsrule at 10:10 pm on June 22, 2008 310? only 310??? you're never supposed to go under 1200....so you're fine. don't do the bulimic/ana thing. it'll come back to bite you later Ya, I'm going to therapy right now. That's why I'm NOT throwing up, because she would know. She can tell. Don't do that to yourself. You may think you're benefiting(losing weight) from it now but its not. When you're starving yourself, you're losing a lot more than you think you are. You're losing everything that basically helps your body. Things like nutrition, muscle, and a lot of other things. When you throw your stuff up, you're doing all of that plus ruining you're teeth and all of that. You may know all of this stuff already but think twice before you do this to yourself. hello12345 Posted at 7:19 pm on June 22, 2008 DO NOT THROW UP!!!! it's a viscious addictive cycle, DO NOT THROW UP!!! The pie could not have been more than 3500 cals, and even if it was, it would only be one pound gain, BUT you worked off about 2000 something during the day, SOOO YOU WON"T GAIN WEIGHT!!!! DO NOT THROW UP!!!! It will be ok, you'll do better tommorow rhtina1 Posted at 7:16 pm on June 22, 2008 dont have any eating disorders, they do you no good trust me :o( jessica20110 Posted at 7:16 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from andrewthegreat at 10:14 pm on June 22, 2008 attention seeker I'm on here to fucking rant, so shut the hell up. I'm not "seeking attention" I'm trying to convey how I feel about myself right now because the person that I want to talk to about it won't listen. WanderingEndlessly Posted at 7:14 pm on June 22, 2008 Only having that many calories for a day is a bit on the dangerous side.  If you only eat a small amount you will end up gaining mroe weight.  Eat healthy balanced meals and its ok to have junk food as long as its in moderation.  If you dont have any when you do have some your not going to be able to stop or you will jsut go way over board and ruin the whole thing.  Dont freak out because you had  some pie.  Obviously you were hungry so eat and you would be able to resist better. andrewthegreat Posted at 7:14 pm on June 22, 2008 attention seeker CaliKevin Posted at 7:13 pm on June 22, 2008 Yea starving yourself and purging is not the proper way to go about losing weight. pumpkin475 Posted at 7:12 pm on June 22, 2008 just let this be a lesson and from now on you shall be more strong willed :} jessica20110 Posted at 7:12 pm on June 22, 2008 Quote: from penguinsrule at 10:10 pm on June 22, 2008 310? only 310??? you're never supposed to go under 1200....so you're fine. don't do the bulimic/ana thing. it'll come back to bite you later Ya, I'm going to therapy right now. That's why I'm NOT throwing up, because she would know. She can tell. jamuban08 Posted at 7:12 pm on June 22, 2008 its not the end of the world. cheer up pal hubert cumberdale Posted at 7:11 pm on June 22, 2008 don't worry. 310 calories a day will kill you. anc8469 Posted at 7:11 pm on June 22, 2008 Calm down your not going to die over that one piece of pie. Just exercise it off. angelofmusic22 Posted at 7:11 pm on June 22, 2008 yes, you are pretty stupid for only eating 310 calories a day. you need to see a doctor. Most recent 15 of 26 previous replies displayed.