Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I just found the most perfect description Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]dramaqueenxoxo[/m] at 2:06 pm on Jan. 3, 2009[quote]Of anorexia (or how I feel with it) in a Gilmore Girls fanfic (yes, I'm that sad!) ""It's scary," Rory said, turning to look directly into his blue eyes and answer his question. "It's terrifying knowing that people die from anorexia, but not being able to stop it. It's awful." Logan's eyes displayed his concern, and encouraged her to continue. "People think that when you're anorexic, you're not hungry, but I am. I'm hungry all the time. Sometimes it seems like all I think about is food, and I can't get my stomach to stop growling. I feel weak and tired from not getting enough nutrition. But I can't eat. I know that doesn't make sense to you, and to be honest, it doesn't make sense to me either. I go to Yale for goodness sake. I know that you need to eat to live. But I still can't. Because when I look in the mirror, I don't see what you see. It's like I'm looking in one of those fun house mirrors at the carnival. When I look in the mirror, all I see is fat and curves and bulges that don't belong. I feel worthless because I'm so fat. I feel like no one wants to look at me or be around me because I'm so disgusting." She paused and took a deep breath, trying to keep her emotions in check. "I feel like if I could only lose 5 more pounds, everything in my life would be okay again. But when I do lose 5 pounds, nothing changes. It's still hell. So I eat less, and exercise more, hoping that some day I will be thin enough for everything to change." I would like to thank errynbeth for that quote (please don't hurt me!) Just thought I'd share. [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post dramaqueenxoxo Posted at 2:06 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 Of anorexia (or how I feel with it) in a Gilmore Girls fanfic (yes, I'm that sad!) ""It's scary," Rory said, turning to look directly into his blue eyes and answer his question. "It's terrifying knowing that people die from anorexia, but not being able to stop it. It's awful." Logan's eyes displayed his concern, and encouraged her to continue. "People think that when you're anorexic, you're not hungry, but I am. I'm hungry all the time. Sometimes it seems like all I think about is food, and I can't get my stomach to stop growling. I feel weak and tired from not getting enough nutrition. But I can't eat. I know that doesn't make sense to you, and to be honest, it doesn't make sense to me either. I go to Yale for goodness sake. I know that you need to eat to live. But I still can't. Because when I look in the mirror, I don't see what you see. It's like I'm looking in one of those fun house mirrors at the carnival. When I look in the mirror, all I see is fat and curves and bulges that don't belong. I feel worthless because I'm so fat. I feel like no one wants to look at me or be around me because I'm so disgusting." She paused and took a deep breath, trying to keep her emotions in check. "I feel like if I could only lose 5 more pounds, everything in my life would be okay again. But when I do lose 5 pounds, nothing changes. It's still hell. So I eat less, and exercise more, hoping that some day I will be thin enough for everything to change." I would like to thank errynbeth for that quote (please don't hurt me!) Just thought I'd share.

Replies dramaqueenxoxo Posted at 8:34 am on Jan. 4, 2009 Quote: from silentsea92 at 2:13 am on Jan. 4, 2009 wait I dont understand. Rory never had an eating disorder. I don't understand what fanfiction is fiction about a book/film/tv show written by fans. It's non-canon. silentsea92 Posted at 6:13 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 wait I dont understand. Rory never had an eating disorder. I don't understand what fanfiction is dramaqueenxoxo Posted at 2:22 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 Quote: from style is war at 10:18 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 Oh so its a fanfiction and not a quotefrom the show?? Yeah style is war Posted at 2:18 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 Oh so its a fanfiction and not a quotefrom the show?? dramaqueenxoxo Posted at 2:10 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 Quote: from Lord Cat at 10:09 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 When was rory anorexic? It's AU, she never was. Lord Cat Posted at 2:09 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 When was rory anorexic? GoodFairy13 Posted at 2:08 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 Very true. bosss Posted at 2:08 pm on Jan. 3, 2009 thank you All 8 previous replies displayed.