Because all I imagine is you kissing me, but when I wake up my fantasies flee.

Reality reminds me venomously that you aren't my possession, but you are my greatest obsession.

Memories drag me back to a time where I could have made you mine, but I wasn't of sound mind.

My eyes sting but I refused to cry, because I know our flame hasn't yet died.

And I pray to God, that you remember that time with your Pod.

Because that was one of the best moments in my life, not filled with this hopeless strife.

That time we ran through the park, I fell and you've left your mark.

It took me long to realize, these feelings I pushed back would be here to penalize

We never moved very far, but boy did you raise the bar.

So much kept us apart but I never knew the fight for love was truly art.

I remember the admiration in your eyes, part of me knows we haven't said our final goodbyes

I never knew everything would happen so fast, those precious moments were supposed to last.

But damn seems like I've lost my chance, because you've got a new romance.

But in the end I hope to at least call you a friend.

Cause life without you seems so dead, these memories rot in the back of my head.

I hope you know despite this present circumstance, I'll be saving you the last dance.

If you read this and you don't understand, that I want to hold your hand.

Then I'll wait til you catch on.

If your reading this and your thinking that I should let it go,

Then you obviously don't know.

If you've read this and you know who you are.

You know my feelings so far.

If I were brave I would put your name.

But in fear you'd play this like a game

I hide your name in worthless shame.