That being said, I've also fallen into the thought that life is not worth living. Without saying the words "I'm suicidal" directly, this post is my last cry for help..
Real beauty come from the inside, people don't have to be pretty/good looking to be popular and loved. You have to believe in yourself, don't think about how people are going to judge you...it doesn't matter. If they don't like you, it only means you are too good for them.
Just be nice, socialize, and make yourself important...if they don't like you that's their problem...move on, there will always be loving people somewhere else
Remember, suicide isn't gonna fix anything for you or make your life better
...and if you need to talk, I'm here :)
Leah x