Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic not suicidal... Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]renegade riot[/m] at 8:40 pm on July 10, 2009[quote]I do too. but you shouldnt think about wanting to die. its going to lead to deeper trouble [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Gruadia Posted at 8:38 pm on July 10, 2009 but I just want to die... I'm not relapsing... I just am really stuck in the past... even 5 years ago was better than right now... I wish I could have lived in the 90s as an adult...

Replies cutie2 Posted at 8:32 pm on July 11, 2009 Quote: from Gruadia at 1:46 pm on July 11, 2009 Quote: from ParkerJai at 8:44 pm on July 10, 2009 i don't wanna die... but sometimes i just wish i didn't exist I kinda get that feeling... I remember doing something or saying something stupid and want to hit myself for saying it... or just wish i never existed so it wasn't bothered with... I know that feeling too. If I could have the choice not to ever have existed I think I would want to take it. It's a sad thing to think about. Life can be so much trouble. It makes me angry and upset to dwell on that though, because I do exist and I can't change that - I will have to get on with things as best I can, and so I try to make my existence a little bit worthwhile by encouraging other people and doing decent things. Some people we remember or have heard about (Mother Theresa, but also countless others) for the help and hope they brought to other people - they made life a little bit brighter, they made the world a better place in their own small way. The smallest kindness you do will still have an impact on someone's life and be worth doing. Why do you prefer the 90s to now, Gruadia? I sometimes wonder what it'd be like if I'd been born a few years earlier (or even many years earlier)... some things might be better but other things are worse. There are always problems, it's a human condition. I read books sometimes to escape from today's problems but if you become TOO lost in thinking of the past, you'll be miserable. You can think of those times occasionally for a bit of escapism but try not to get stuck there - it doesn't help. what do you dislike about now? Fireiceair Posted at 8:11 pm on July 11, 2009 Don't do it...I understand the living in the past thing, i do, but don't do it. Concentrate on happy things today and remember happy times from then. Gruadia Posted at 8:46 pm on July 10, 2009 Quote: from ParkerJai at 8:44 pm on July 10, 2009 i don't wanna die... but sometimes i just wish i didn't exist I kinda get that feeling... I remember doing something or saying something stupid and want to hit myself for saying it... or just wish i never existed so it wasn't bothered with... ParkerJai Posted at 8:44 pm on July 10, 2009 i don't wanna die... but sometimes i just wish i didn't exist Gruadia Posted at 8:42 pm on July 10, 2009 I'm not going to die... for a while which is a sad fact.. but I'm not afraid of dying.. I kinda look forward to it. I'm not going to run off and go kill myself though renegade riot Posted at 8:40 pm on July 10, 2009 I do too. but you shouldnt think about wanting to die. its going to lead to deeper trouble DaisyMontana Posted at 8:39 pm on July 10, 2009 Dont kill urself, its not the asnwer All 7 previous replies displayed.