It seems that when i surprised myself in liking this guy, which was weird coz he's one of those badass guys I'd never thought Id like..., and I must have said something which gave it away coz my friend was joking about me liking him.
But cool as I am, I managed to brush it off lightly... coz it seems that everyone thinks that the guy is an idiotic jerk, so me liking him wouldnt do anything good for my reputation...
Never stop liking someone because it may hurt your reputation, that would be shallow.
it's not that, it's actually that he is a complete jerk and dumbass and probably wont even have a decent convo together, it's just that im attracted to him for some weird reason...