As some of you might know I've had an eating disorder for some years now. But recent health complications have forced me to stop purging so I've been eating a ton of fruit and vegetables this past fortnight ish. Today my thighs rubbed together and I just felt so so sick with myself. They sometimes used to touch in the middle but now they we're rubbing against each other. I've put on 1 kg and I just want this to stop. I AM working out, so shup. It's just soooo disgusting, all that fat just SITTING there clinging to me and fuck me I want to puke just writing about it
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it's not fat though, it's muscle
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Honey, you need help. I was once where you were, worried about every single ounce of food my body contained. I was scared that my thighs would one day touch (they do now). You thighs SHOULD touch. That is NORMAL. What you are doing isn't normal. I'm not trying to sugar coat this. There were complications with your health because of your purging, which is not a normal behavior. Please, you need some psychological counseling, and maybe then you'll realize that you can be beautiful and healthy.
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