I've loved my best friend for a really long time now. And I saw him a few days ago, and he finally kissed me, and told me he liked me a lot. But he has depression, so he told me that he didn't think it was fair for me to be with him and have to deal with all of his problems. So I went home thinking that maybe I could make him come around because I thought he was worth it. But for the few days after I saw him, he barely spoke to me and when he did it was one word responses, with the excuse that he was really busy with schoolwork and the rest of the time he was tired and was sleeping because of the lack of energy associated with being depressed. But I saw it as ditching me after he kissed me, and I got really scared and upset.
So I got in a huge fight with him last night because I told him that I thought that he didn't care about me and that it wasn't difficult to reply to one text, since he knows how insecure I am about this kind of stuff. We pretty much yelled and insulted each other for ages until I told him to leave me alone, so he blocked me on MSN.
Then later that night I texted him and told him I was sorry and that I didn't want to lose him over a fight, and he texted back this morning and acted pretty normal so I thought we were okay. And so I texted him a couple more times, and I was kind of pouring my heart out so I thought I would call him instead. But when I did, his friends picked up and they told me he was busy eating lunch and they wouldn't give him the phone. They must have been sitting there reading and laughing at ALL the texts I sent him, and some of them were really personal.
I just can't imagine how a guy that's your best friend can turn into such a jerk, so quickly. I can't lose him, and not talking to him anymore is out of the question. I just don't know what to do. 
I guess this sounds kind of immature, but if you were in my place you'd get it.
Post edited at 10:47 am on Sep. 25, 2009 by Anonymous
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