I'm out of food, and I haven't ate much the past few days. my room mate has some food. but my pride would never let me ask, nor would I let him know how bad my situation is. he cracks jokes about random things, and I just snap out of hunger. I kind of didn't plan accurately enough, paying bills or having enough food. at least we still have a roof over our heads. I've been kind of eating at the college here and there, when they have free food events.
I'm so ashamed. I'm young, I should be able to do better. but I didn't have it together this month. I can't even look in the mirror right now, I'm so disgusted on how poorly I planned this month. this has never happened before, I plan for every scenario, to prevent the worst case scenario.
I can't ask for help from anyone. I'm not a moocher, by any means. I'd die first before I mooch off of another person. I just don't know what to do. and I know complaining here won't really help, but I feel a little better(just still lightheaded, but whatever). I did still have a thing of crackers to munch on until payday at the end of the week...
it's gonna be a long f-ing week...
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