My status? I've had it with this fate, I'm gonna pray
Don't wanna wake up, can't face another day
This state is so mundane...and plus you know I can't
Take this fuckin pain or, wait for luck to change
Make others insane when I talk in circles
Those you want to turn to, so often hurt you
Its much more then I deserve to go through
Like every word about me that you heard is so true
Absurd wit no clue, cuz that's just the type of
Zone you prone to when the world disowns you
But fuck it, don't need em, know your better without
Or at least that's what I keep tellin myself
As the stress keeps buildin, searchin for a way
Just to dead these feelings, catch a vision of me
What you fittin to see is such a fictional scene, as I'm
Goin thru the motions wit a grin and a gleam
But dig in it deep, you know I live in deceit
Just a master magician, wit a trick up his sleeve
If only you could see what was hidden beneath
Think its all good??? I laugh and stay gritten my teeth
Man, I'm itchin to scream, its all inside the dome
Truth is, I lose it and cry when I'm alone
Feel firm, gears turn, my focus is tight
Til you been in these shoes, you don't know what its like
So hopeless to fight, wit affairs anemic
Cuz they'll never turn around like a paraplegic
Is there a reason? when in sight, it's so bleak
But this mic that I reach for some type of relief
So I write to a beat, and sing the saddest songs
And somehow, I find a way to carry on

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Carry on. Nothing to see here.

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Not bad. Pretty ill.
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Well it flows better when you actually hear it to the beat I wrote it to, if you wanna hear the track when I actually record it, I can show you.....?

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