My HEAD tells me to help
My HEART tells me to stop because you're so insensitive you couldn't give a fucking shit about anyone else. It HURTS

EVERY TIME i get back up only for you to knock me straight back down again. Look around? who else is still willing to fight for you? NO ONE. I REFUSE to do it EVER AGAIN, why should i if you cant even fight for yourself?

You'll die by yourself, and that's the last thing i want, but its what you want...right? good. Because you will.

It used to scare me, now...what scares me the most is if you come back and break me again, because i fall for it every fucking time.

Why say this now?
Because today I'm genuinely happy. The only reason i was ever not was because of you. Today i had a smile on my face, and it's damn well gonna stay there whether you come back or not because I'm finally getting used to life without you again, and i can see the rainbow.

DON'T come back and take it away

I appreciate this wont make any sense to any of you. But it needed saying  

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History makes the future

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Because today I'm genuinely happy.

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i can see the rainbow.

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I appreciate this wont make any sense to any of you. But it needed saying

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