Nothing is wrong with you but you should talk too someone you trust these feelings are very serious and need to be dealt with. Suicide is never the answer though and never feel like it is. There are other ways to release your anger and your pain. You could try writing,sculpting,or painting. Also talk too someone you trust like a family member,or trusted friend,even a trusted adult such as a counselor.
Writing is a great way to release your anger and built up frustration. Now writing can be done in several different ways. You can write poems and they can be done in free verse or they can rhyme. No one can judge you for it and it will be your own work. You could also try writing in a journal when you feel angry. This does help you and no one has too read what you write. This is your personal escape. I know writing has helped me when I am angry or down. it can help you as well.
Now talking to someone you trust can help you allot with what you are dealing with. Talking is a great way to release your pain and anger and also get help. They will give you help and support. This is one of the best things too do. If you want to feel free too message me and I hope things get easier for you.
~Jessica~
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Hopes her dad returns home safe