and some other students, and I thought we were cool. I thought it went well in fact. But then they came into my dorm and wanted to sit down and talk to me. And said they were worried about me I seemed nervous etc.
Then my sister called and the RA is like, "Oh, that's your sister? Can I talk to her?" Then he left the room and talked to her on the phone and asked her to come over.
Then my sister comes over and comes in and says, "[My name] they think you're on drugs."
Apparently I talked fast and took long pauses and "forgot my name" (I don't remember this) so they believe I'm high. They circled her and asked if I'm on a lot of medication etc.
I basically just went crying to my room mates about it and I feel like an idiot
I will never fit in anywhere ever even when I think I do
Truth be told I drank quite a bit tonight but I still feel like such an ass