i think this crazy sleeping schedule started off b/c i was trying to operate off of my bf's timing..he is in london and abroad so i was trying to sync our times so we could talk .. but it is really screwing me up

also, i studied abroad there for a year just so we could see each other since he moved there and we wanted to stay together but didnt know how...so i studied abroad but now hes still there cuz his parents moved there and im back here...and well he really wants to stay together and i am supposed to see him for winter break......but

i am ranting because i am so overwhelmed the bigger problem is that b/c of my sleeping schedule i am really behind with school and I dont want to fail b/c i am a really smart girl i am just not feeling motivated lately =( and I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...ugh before i met him i used to be driven and motivated and knew exactly what i wanted...but now everything is a jumble....

my relationship is confusing even though it seems we have a future....we never do normal couple things obviously together..and i think i kind of need that to rely on

and the whole school situation is really overwhelming.

any comment/suggestions

i know i am ranting but any advice would really be appreciateD? how do i get back on my feet?? =/

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^ are u saying for the wierd sleeping pattern? i dont think sleeping pills are the answer but thanks for the suggestion ;)

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Its pretty blatant that you probably are having some sort of issue with depression. Your overall demeanor, put together with whats going on and your sleep issue all show it.

I think NINTENDOWIIROX was probably referring more to a therapist. Meaning get help with sorting out whats bugging you, and maybe get help from meds if necessary.

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