i wish i could just drink the pain away honestly. or smoke it away and forget. their is nothing i can do to make this go away. i have tried everything accept the one thing i vouge to never do. im so angry and so hurt. i wish i could just turn back time and tell her no and i would not be feeling the pain i am now. i lost my house because of her. i lost everything i had. and now i just need to take the pain away forever. just forget what she did to me. sorry i just cant get it off of my mind
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