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I am a walking paradox
Replies: 5Last Post Nov. 8 2:27am by TaLovesTu
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I miss her, yet I've never met her.

I need her, yet she's never done anything for me.

Sometimes I feel like there's a physical part of me missing. I feel like a jigsaw with only half the pieces in place. She would complete me, if I was with her. But I don't know who she is...I don't know if she exists. I can't help but think that if she did exist, I wouldn't be good enough for her.

I need my soul mate. I don't know who she is, but I have the feeling that, somewhere, she's out there. I'm scared that I'll never find her, or that, if I do find her, she'll reject me.

My life feels empty without her. Yet that hope lets me go on, despite the thought crawling beneath my skull, "What's the point?"

I'll go on, searching for her, hoping that I'll find her, yet fearful of rejection should I get to her. But I know it'd be worse should she remain undiscovered, anonymous in the faceless mass that is humanity.

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Hi,you must be feeling low and like love doesn't love you. When the thing is,you just have to wait and be patience. I am sure you will find her but one day when you are not expecting,or it could be real soon just no precise date. You know what they say,love happens when you are not expecting still..
If you would like any help or a random chat PM me and I will try to advice or whatever.

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Or you're just lonely.

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heh. i think i might have the same emptiness. but, i have found her. when im with her, my depressive feelings go away, and i feel normal. but, when i am with her on a happy day....i am very, very...lets just say i go a little over the top with my happiness and exciteablity.

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Quote: from TaLovesTu at 7:48 pm on Nov. 7, 2009

heh. i think i might have the same emptiness. but, i have found her. when im with her, my depressive feelings go away, and i feel normal. but, when i am with her on a happy day....i am very, very...lets just say i go a little over the top with my happiness and exciteablity.

I envy you incredibly

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anyway, if you find her, the chances are, she will ask you out, not the other way around. because when i first met her, i could feel there was some sort of connection. i didnt know what it was, but just by looking at her, i could tell she had taken a liking to me. she did go out with my brother first, but she scared him off. i am starting to think that my brother was used to get to me. after they splut, she was talking to me, and slowly, she opened up. she then asked if i liked her, and i said yes, and she said she liked me to. we are not officially going out, (her parents do not like it) but, we are in a relationship. when you find them, you will just be able to tell. and even if you arent sure whether it is them, something will happen, and then you will know.

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