I'm talking to my besite on MSN and honestly I just don't feel up to listening to her shit right now. She is doing it tough, she's finding it hard to get shifts for work so money is tight, and she had a car accident 3 days ago and wrote her car off (wasn't lots of damage but it's a bomb not worth repairing for what it's worth). And I do feel sorry for her...but I'm just tired. Tired of listening and tired of supporting. She got work this weekend and blew 50% of her pay from their entire weekend's work on buying her miserable boyfriend of a month a present. It just wasn't necessary. And now she's wondering why she has no money. She did loose her her, but she has ANOTHER one, but is whinging that it uses too much fuel and the battery plays up every now and then. Yeah it sucks but at least she has a back-up car to get her around.
I've had a shocker of a day, and I know I can talk to her about it I just don't want to. I live on a property and I saw animals die right infront of me today, and a bunch more that are sick needing treatment. I could tell her but she just doesn't understand, she'll start talking and talking firstly trying to solve the problem or if that doesn't work just saying she's sorry, but when I don't react she goes back to talking about herself soon enough. About the same, depressing shit. I get it, I've heard it all before and now I just want to talk about something else. I literally said to her (and I quote:) "anyway i dont relaly wanna talk bout that shit.. i just wnana talk about something happy, chirpy, and cuddly and girly and whatever, just something nice." That went well for about 10 lines, then the conversation swung back to her boyfriend, and his birthday, and eventually of course started on and on about how much money his present cost...and how it was the last of her money etc etc.
I'm just so spent...I just keep saying ok, yeah, lol. Blah blah blah.
Just make her shut up.
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Me break the rules? No,i test their elasticity.