2 years ago my granma and grandpa got really really sick... they both almost died... but they lived and my grandma is healtier than ive seen her years... my grandpa is still pretty ill though, and as sad as this makes me, i think this might be his last year with us...
but my hope is, that before he dies... the whole family can be together again at a christmas party... we used to have a christmas party every single year, until my grandparents got sick, and then all of a sudden the tradition stopped...
i dunno this is my deepest desire... i dont care if i never get a boyfriend, or if i never get married... all i really want is to see my family together for a good reason, not a sad occasion...
thanks if you read this
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~Losing the feeling of feeling unique~