I know people are always saying "Things will get better" and "good things come to those who wait", but I myself don't really understand what's meant by statements such as these.

People always say "Don't complain, there are starving children in the world", which makes me feel even worse about myself, but then I realize that I'm not even really complaining...

Then there are the sayings "karma is a bitch" and "what goes around comes around". I really think this only applies to lucky (or unlucky, depending on you look at it) people, and not everyone.

I really don't know what I'm getting at, but I'm at the point where I just sleep all day because I can't handle anything. I don't eat, I excel at nothing, and I have some serious fucking mental problems that eat away at me constantly, and seeing a doctor and taking medicine doesn't fix it. I can't talk to people in the real world and I can't think straight either.

I try really really hard not to be depressed. But it's not working out. People say that the person who is depressed MAKES themself depressed. People also seem to think they can tell ME what I MYSELF am thinking inside of MY OWN head. Mind readers!

Wow, what a dumb post....sorry for rambling on...but does anyone else feel "trapped"? Or did I just ask a question without leaving any grounds to answer on?