I had no idea she had a boyfriend, and I'm still a bit reluctant to believe it. I think my friend went too far and let Paige know that I like her. So now I just feel like she never did like me and cancelled the date and used this "boyfriend" as an excuse.

It's not a big deal I guess, I feel a little heart broken though, because if she doesn't have a boyfriend, then she obviously lied to me. I'd rather for her to have just told me the truth. I've felt sick to my stomache all day, and none of my friends have texted me back. I've just felt... lonely.

I know I'm not the only one who has to deal with this kind of situation. I know I can keep my head up, but it's so hard to do. I feel so depressed, and every time I see something that reminds me of Paige, it just makes my stomach turn upside down.

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Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.
  -Dave Mustaine of Megadeth

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i hate eveyone to the bitter end

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im sorry man, that really does suck for you, did you ask your friend about it at all?

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Eh, you know what, I played the whole thing off like a jack ass to be quite frank. I replied to Paige and told her that it's all good. And then I messaged my friend and told her never mind and that I didn't know Paige had a bf. I just didn't want to deal with it at the time, and now I kind of regret what I said.

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Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.
  -Dave Mustaine of Megadeth

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I know the feeling. Honestly, it will go away with time. For now, you have to find other things to distract yourself with. Go meet other girls and spend time with friends. As hard as it may seem to accept right now, there are tons of other girls out there who are just as, if not more, awesome.

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Yeahhh I know, ha ha. I just really wanted to get it off of my chest. I'm sure I'll be good to go in a week or so.

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Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.
  -Dave Mustaine of Megadeth