i went through 4 years of ups and downs with this girl. its like she doesnt know what she wants. shes 'in love' with me, yet next week she's flirting with another dude, next month she's telling people 'i want something i dont have with him' and mentioning some other guy she likes. few months later she's throwing me a surprize party, few weeks after she's texting me saying things are messed up between us and i'll find someone else. i never understood her. as for who she is though, i did love her. she knows that, ive told her. college ended and she kept talking to a friend about letting things go.. so i 'ended' it first because im sick of her picking up and dropping me. its been 2 years since we have spoken. i have missed her but i felt like *I* needed to let her go for my own sanity. She added me on facebook (few months ago) just when i think maybe she missed me too and shes changed and maybe i wont get hurt this time.. this one guy and her are really flirty, but she'll still send me a poke like she expects me to send one back and not be affected by any of this.. I feel and have always felt like she just plays with my feelings
Is this whats happening? and what should I do?
Post edited at 9:11 pm on Nov. 5, 2009 by Anonymous
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