And it made me feel better then telling my dad or brother or therapist. but i dont understand how i was happy at 3, and feeling like shit 4 hours later. heres what I said. Maybe yall can help
1. I dont like my gf, but dont have the heart to dump her so everyone can just shove it
2. My acting teacher can die, after embarassing me in front of a hollywood director, and the rest of the class
3. My bro can suck it, he always treats me like i dont matter and told me that I shouldnt go look at a college with him
4. I hate myself, the way I look, the way I feel, Everything about me.
oh and 5. because my dad thinks im suicidal
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