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Im a fucking idiot
Replies: 6Last Post Nov. 5 9:00pm by Anonymous
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Yes i am.
I dont expect any sympathy
but im a fucking idiot
So i get drunk,  can't feel the pain, i slit my arms and they're drippin
I didnt want my new friends to know an i intend them not to....sleeves for the next few months, it's winter so not too bad but im sooooo fucking angry at myself, so angry, why why why why did i do it?
Finally im at uni, my life dream, i worked so damn hard to get away and i did it.

After people tryin to kill themselves during my a levels, my mum trying to kill herself several times, my best friend trying to kill herself several times, my dad trying to beat the shit out of my mum in front of me.....he's dead and im now all away from that shit...i feel content....but why did i do it? Only once or twice have i done it.....but it's more serious this time

Maybe it's time and shit trying to heal itself ....no idea
But im still angry, not expecting any sympathy, call me a cunt if you must


8:52 pm on Nov. 5, 2009
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You are expecting sympathy.  

And you probably did it for some odd reason.
Meaning: You don't really have a certain reason why. It was just something you had to do.

Post edited at 8:54 pm on Nov. 5, 2009 by iMalz

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Sounds like you've been through a lot. Give yourself a break, dude.

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See a psychiatrist NOW.




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In my opinion you are seeking attention, however, most cutters have mental disturbances. Mental Disturbances that should be helped.

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Quote: from iMalz at 8:53 pm on Nov. 5, 2009

You are expecting sympathy.

And you probably did it for some odd reason.
Meaning: You don't really have a certain reason why. It was just something you had to do.



I really don't....if i did i'd be showing them off to my new friends but im not....i hide them and will continue to do so.
No idea why i did, but....bleh...your right there must be some reason and i'll find it, let me think....

8:57 pm on Nov. 5, 2009
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Quote: from Total Destruction at 8:55 pm on Nov. 5, 2009

In my opinion you are seeking attention, however, most cutters have mental disturbances. Mental Disturbances that should be helped.

But im not seeking attention.... i've not told anyone except Livewire and i don't intend too =(...

people who see self harmers automatically take a step back and think WTF...i dont want people thinking that of me!!!!!! I really dont want them to think it of me, im a good person, i am. I'll help anyone i can, stranger or friend...i just don't want them helping me.


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