Or commiting suicide.
I just...I had nothing to live for, really.
But this year...my god. All these people walked into my life who I care about more than anything. I'd jump in front of a bullet for any of them. And I still think about running away every once in a while...I still think about suicide. But it's because of my psycho bitch of a mother. The thing is...I don't know if I could leave, no matter how much I wanted to. I'm not strong enough for it. I couldn't leave everyone. 
It's crazy.
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Luke: "Sometimes I wonder about you."
Me: "I know, everyone says thatt."
^ He's my best f*cking friend.
I loooooove you.
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