This girls been driving me nuts the past few months, but.. i dont know why i want her. She doesnt give a shit about me, uses me to go places for free, and made me think she cared about me. a friend of mine and hers convinced me that i wanted her and could be with her, so whenever anything negative happened i just shut it down. But today when i was gunna ask her to homecoming, the friend was talking to her about me, all good things, and she said "hes a nice guy but even i can score better than that." My heart fucking sank, that this was a women i put away all the bad things i heasrd about her, was always there for her... and she thinks of me like this. I dont know if she really did care or not. It felt like it.. but now i wonder why i didnt see it sooner? And i still want her even though she hurt me like that. Why?