Anyway, this guy.. I love him to death. I don't want to screw things up, but I've gotten to this worried unhappy place where I'm afraid he's just pretending to like me and that I'm annoying him by talking to him on a regular basis, etc. I know it's irrational but it's happening.

I've already asked him twice if he's annoyed by talking to me, whatever. He always reassures me, but I need to stop asking. But not asking leads to me worrying more equals god damn it Jessica shut the fuck up.

Sigh. I dunno. Advice. Condolences, Criticisms. Giggles.

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a purpose to human life, no matter who is controlling it,
is to love whoever is around to be loved
- kurt vonnegut

My girl: "Am I annoying?"
Me: *Chris Brown's the shit out of her*

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I feel like you've already answered your own question.
stop being annoying, stop asking.

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I do the same thing or "are you mad?"

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yeahhhhhhhhhh  

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a purpose to human life, no matter who is controlling it,
is to love whoever is around to be loved
- kurt vonnegut

Constantly asking could be annoying!  

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Don't you just love it when you get so excited you forget to breathe?

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If he found you annoying, you'd probably pick up on it. If he seems uninterested/angry when talking to you, or barely held a conversation with you or ignored you.

Constantly asking could be annoying!

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Thanks :)

I know, I know. He talks to me ALL the time, says he loves me.. but there's that thought in the back of my mind like.. what if he's faking it? what if this is bullshit and I really drive him crazy?

And I realize that there is little to no motivation to do that. But the thought is still there. :( Completely irrational.

But anyway thanks for the response, I appreciate it. I'm trying to stay strong and keep my mouth shut about it wit him.

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a purpose to human life, no matter who is controlling it,
is to love whoever is around to be loved
- kurt vonnegut