I turn around to face the mirror
See nothing but flaws
Im the same on the inside
As I am on the out

Nothing  but flaws
Ugly on the inside and out
I feel the pain
Everywhere

I feel the scars on my skin
There to show me im alive
I need to know that they're there
So that way I can cry

I cry because I don't want to be here
Never did
Never will
Why im here I don't know
I just wish I could go

To a better place that's not here
Some where
Where theres nothing
Abousltly nothing

So here I am to say good-bye
You wont see me again
Then again nobody would care
But to who ever reads this

They will no that I was at some point
In this crazy, sad, evil, and depressing place

And now I jump.....without a sound
-A lost girl


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i look alive im dead inside my heart has wholes were black blood flows