I know they care but i do not fucking appreciate being talked about behind my back.. It is my story to tell, if i want to tell people that my horse dies then i will goddamn tell people.. I do not want you to go around telling people that he died in the summer an now to expect me to use him as an excuse to not do my work.. He is not an excuse i do not want your pity yes he was the most precious thing that was in my life but that does not mean that i want to blind sided with your pity when i was expecting someting completely different i do not want you to ask me all about it i do not want to talk about it i have tried now to get passed it an it is still being bought up with pity an care an worry... Remembering that he died makes me angry an full of hate an blame i do not want to remember this i do not want you to nod along like you completely understand.. Im so fucking angry with you for talking about it an me an now all i want to do is cry an sob an shut myself in my room.. an i'd just managed to convince myslef to get out of my slump an start to create glorious paintings.. tough i was expecting yo to say why dont you take a year out but i was glad that u told me to take it easy an start fresh because he was part of my degree project an i no longer want to study his photos... Please just leave me alone Mr Lecturer everything is fine im fine i can do this an i will do this... He is not an excuse im just lazy!
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Tell him to mind his own g'damn bizniz. Sorry bout your horse though.
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I cant really, he was only trying to be nice it just makes me angry when im blind sided..... Thank u :)
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