Hey. Often, I just can't stand myself anymore. Normally, my ADHD can be kept under control but somehow I lost all that. I'm quite stressed due to issues relating to boys and friendships, which may be a small part of it. And lately, I've been acting more and more hyperactive during class. It's been harder for me to remain focused and calm these days.
I've been on Adderall XR, an ADD/ADHD medication, for 3 years now. It used to work much better for me, but somehow it's beginning to wear off. It's much harder for me to calm down and control my hyperactive behaviors now. Teachers and students have asked me to stop several times in just 2 days, yet that is not enough for me to think first. Today, I had to stay after school with my History teacher due to interrupting his class.
I really want to stop interrupting and acting so hyper. But this medication just isn't working! Now, I lost most of my friends and my boyfriend because of something I can't help. That's not fair!
My emotions are very hard to control all the time due to me being bi-polar. I've noticed that's getting harder, too.
What should I do? I can't deal with all this shit.
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