like REALLY depressed.

I never want to go out with my friends. Every second of my day is filled with anxiety. I feel like a loser because I sit in my house all day. It's not like I don't get invited anywhere..it's that im too AFRAID to go anywhere, because i freeze up, or I feel intimidated by those around me.

I feel like my life isn't worth living. I don't think I could ever commit suicide, but it's just the way life looks right now...bleak.

I'm a junior in high school, and senior year is coming fast. I'm afraid of college, of growing up, and i feel like i understand nothing. I can't even go out and have fun like a normal teenager!!

Thanks to all who read the whole thing..
I just need help.

To a certain extent, you are right. A life isn't worth living if you are just sitting there doing nothing. I think you will find that it is worth living after you start being social with your friends. You should feel glad that you have friends who care for you and want you to have fun with them! Next time you are invited somewhere, don't say no! It probably makes them feel bad as well because they might think they are being annoying.

I think we are all afraid of college because it's something new and something we have not experienced, which is why it's a good thing to start being social now sot that you will have no problems of that sort in college. When you go out there, just act naturally and be yourself. Try to have fun. We are all weird in a way, and I think that's what makes things fun!

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