Hey. So I hate transitions in my life. I have an uncommon mental condition of Asperger's Syndrome which makes my life very difficult sometimes. My parents are only making it worse by forcing me to switch schools almost every year. I've been at Ludlow High School since September of 2007 and I learned to adjust to its settings very quickly. I've also made some improvements socially and academically there, but now I feel that is all ruined. My parents spoke with my school district team several times and they have made it definite that I'm going to another school next year. They gave me little choice in this matter, which makes me feel scared and depressed. The worst part is they all agreed it must be a boarding school program specifically designed for special needs students. I don't know if I'm ready for that, that's a very big change in my life and it frightens me!
Yesterday, my parents took me on a visit to one school possibility we are looking at. My parents kept on telling me that I would like it once I gave the school a try, but I'd have to say it didn't help much in that way. It's a very strict school setting and the program goes year-round with no long breaks from school.
I don't think I'd like that type of setting and I know I don't need that. Many of the students there seemed to have behavioral problems and I don't like that population. My parents were disappointed to hear that I didn't especially like that school and I know they really want to send me there. I'm scared I may not have a choice and I may have to go there! My dad knows I'm afraid to try that school, but it sounds like he doesn't care. He only wants me to go there because he's concerned about my future. He says it'll probably help me become successful, but I still don't feel comfortable trying it. What should I do? Thanks.
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