That's great and all, it's nice that I've stopped... but as more time passes, I get more angry that I can't.  I actually get upset that I can't cut or the like, and I get sad as well.  Of course, cutting solves nothing, but in a weird sense, I feel like it can achieve at least a small level of happiness for myself (not curing the problems, but at least I don't have to be frustrated about not being able to do it).

This being said... is it impossible to think that it could help in any sense?  That it's still just a momentary solution that does nothing, even given the fact that it actually makes me worse that I ~can't~ do it?

Mind you, I know I probably can't go back... so I'll be "stuck" if you will... but what's you views?  I take it most of you will say it's always bad... which believe it or not, I would agree.  I just feel otherwise (if that makes any sense).

Any thoughts?

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I wish I could stop cutting

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why can't you?

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Some people are made
I like to think I was created

I really regret starting to cut cause now I feel  like I need that happiness again. and I haven't been able to find that feeling from anything else

Congrats on two years. that's amazing.

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The spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly♥

Just = nasty scars that keep reminding you, and make you more depressed.

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Always inspired,it's a flame that never dies

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I wish I could stop cutting

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You can... you just have to prove it to yourself :).  It's not easy finding a reason to stop, and even further still, it's harder to realize that you actually have the strength in you to stop.

It takes time, you can do it.  Half the battle is realizing that you have it in you :).  It's also important to realize that a relapse into it is ok... a day at a time can turn to a few days, to a week, to a month :).

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Quote: from MandyMarie at 1:57 pm on July 6, 2009

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I wish I could stop cutting

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why can't you?

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