because i want to be taken care of. all my life. i took care of everyone else. my brokenhearted friends, my happy acquaintences, my little relatives, my terminally ill father, my mentally ill mother...
just. i feel like a freak but.
for once, i'd like for someone to take care of ME. and care about ME. and tuck me in and hold me when i'm crying and reassure me no one's staring at my gut, even if they have to do it a thousand times.
it's selfish i know but.
i dont know.
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I'll take care of you.
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jham915
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Aww... I know the feeling.
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MajorT0M
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That is not selfish. At all.
Im sorry to hear that you feel that way..
But its totally understandable.. everybody wants to be loved and cared for.. It's natural..
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It's not selfish, it's only human. You'll find someone, someday. You sound like a really good person. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk.
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