all i want is to relax. for the past 3 months now ive had no sleep, and nightmares every night (well almost) specially since i was borderline suicidal. In fact I'm stillso bothered that I wanted to kill myself I can hardly contain my guilt and hatred. No one has talked to me seriously about it, besides those who are PAID to. Im trying to reach some actualization about it all. It feels weird mostly because i never came to terms with it. maybe you don't? Do you just never come to terms with that, or does it happen on its own?
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Im trying to reach some actualization about it all. It feels weird mostly because i never came to terms with it. maybe you don't? Do you just never come to terms with that, or does it happen on its own? 
