i ate 200 calories today, and i feel like a fat pig.
i shouldn't. i'm thin. i'm 5'8'' and 128 and I'M THIN.
WHY THE FUCK DO I FEEL FAT AFTER I EAT?! i have a fucking mental illness and i know this.
how can i get help...
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fedoragirl
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That is nothing. You're meant to eat at least 1,200 per day! AT LEAST. I know that illnesses like this are hard to get over though. It takes forever it seems like. It's been 3 1/2 years since I did anything like that and I still struggle with it every single day. Just do something to remind yourself that you are lovely and wonderful and deserve nourishment.
Post edited at 4:19 pm on Nov. 18, 2008 by fedoragirl
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plumc0la
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I'm pretty much the same height and weight as you, and you are thin, I can tell you know this, but just keep reminding yourself you are healthy as you are.
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Feminawesome
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Talk to your parent(s). Talk to a therapist. Talk to an adult you're close to, or an older sibling.
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Catacomb
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say it with confidence
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