What happened to the babies father? Your threads about it are not coming up...

We were childhood friends, and started dating in the 8th grade and continued together until April of my junior yr. As a baby he was diagnosed with terminal cancer and i new form when i met him, but you can't help who you fall in love with. We had sex twice both times planned and beautiful, but the second time I get pregnant and shortly after, he passed away. I have had incredible support for school friends and family and he was greatly loved and still missed. My senior yr has not really gone as I planned, but my grades and SAT's r still high, my extracurriculars r off the charts and I applying to colleges. Plus I wouldn't give anything in the world to not have the ubiquitous feeling that I still have a piece of my love with me.