i feel repulsive toward myself. there's not a day that goes by when i don't think about imperfections in my appearance, personality, etc. i hate that i'm so different from people. i'm a loner and not by choice. it is what comes naturally.
i find my friends repulsive. i don't feel like i communicate well with them. they are so naive and think they are more than they are not; it is disgusting. i don't think they like doing things with me. i can't find people like me. i don't even know if i'd want that.
i feel under-appreciated. it's a sucky feeling.
i have no idea what i want to do with my life...what i should be doing. i feel like i should have a plan by now. i don't. there's nothing i really want to do. NOTHING. i just do not care, i guess. there's so much more that makes me unhappy that i can't think of right now. i don't want to think.
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FrEeDoM iS jUsT aNoThEr WoRd FoR nOtHiNg LeFt To LoSe.
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