weve been arguing alot lately... and right now she just said calmly, you give me alot of stress so frankly if you found your own place thatd be great but i wont kick you out because thats fucked up.

i feel soo alone right now, im so sad... and i know theres no fixing it now, we dont get along at all.. but this is so sad i feel like i dont have a family anymore... she doesnt care about me anymore....

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I love my mother, but we don't get along when we live together.

I love my grandfather as well - as long as he stays on his side of the country.

I love my best friend, but if we ever got a place together, I'd probably kill her.

Some people just don't do well living together, but get along wonderfully when they're apart.  Getting your own place may actually help out your relationship with your mother.

And just an FYI, if she didn't care about you anymore, she'd just kick you out.

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There's not a joy the world can give like that it takes away
When the glow of early thought declines in feeling's dull decay

Maybe it would be best for you to find your own place and start becoming independent because who knows it might cause you and your mum to develop a friendship because you aren't always in each others faces.

It's only likely you will feel alone because you feel you aren't wanted HOWEVER this so isn't the case things just have become difficult to deal with and your mum feels that the two of you would be better off apart. You will never be alone, you have family who might not show they care but they do. Also if you have good friends then what more could you ask for as they are the biggest help in lives. I don't know what I would do without my friends sometimes.

Maybe space apart will help however talk to her and tell her that you are trying to sort things out for yourself and just give you time to do so and you will be able to start your own live.

Also what are the arguments about if you feel you want to share it might give me more of an insight.

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