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Quote: from Anonymous at 6:24 pm on July 24, 2008

BTW, I just got a PM from her
" You don't think this was hard on me? I think I need to give a better insight as to why I did what I did. It isn't b/c I hate you. Its the complete opposite. And the more I talk to you, the more I like you. (for the most part) And I loved to talk to you. But deep down, I knew that the more I talked to you, the more I started to like you, the harder it would be to let go of you. I know that we'll never meet. I would never have the guts to come there, and you would never waste your time coming here. And I debated all day today about what I should do. Hence why I made the post. Then I just couldn't come to terms to say it, b/c I read about all the girls and I didn't want to be one. But as I sit here, and regret saying this all to you, I feel so bad. B/c I know you didn't need this. But one day, I'm going to find a guy. And I hope he has some of the same qualities as you. But as for me and you, we are too different. You are a great guy though. I hope you the best. And I hope you find a girl that treats you right. A girl that's not like me. So I'm going to stop talking now. I just don't want you to go on thing it was something you did wrong. It was something that someone finally in my life did right. It just happen to be at the wrong time."
BS.

You know what? Fine. I don't care if you think this was bs. It took me forever to compose that. And this is something I really meant. I didn't just talk to you to stop and make you feel like a piece of shit. B/c I would hate if someone did that to me. And even though I know you hate me right now, I really wish you could see that I don't want to stop talking to you. I just have to. What I wrote up there, is what I was originally what I was going to say to you/ In a private IM. But I just didn't know how. I was too stupid to realize that any way I told you it would hurt. And to that one person. I'm not just making this up now to feel good and move on. B/c I don't feel good. I almost threw up after first telling him this. I never wanted to hurt you. But in the end no matter who said it, we both were going to get hurt. I have now learned my lesson. Never flirt with someone online. Because if you develop feelings for them. You're screwed b/c you're never going to meet them. And that was my big mistake. I started talking to you just for fun. I never realized that I was going to actually like you.

Post edited at 8:14 pm on July 24, 2008 by Anonymous

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