I was walking to the mall yesterday by myself and this guy at a bus stop asked me what time it was and so I told him. He seemed friendly so it didnt bother me too much. He put out his hand and said his name so I told him mind and shock his hand.

Well when I did he like held my hand really tight and like kissed it and told me i was beautiful, ect, ect. but i was really uncomfortable and didnt know what to do cuz he grabbed arms and he kept pulling me closer and hugging me and no one else was around and I was too scared to like do anything. I hate myself for being so weak.

He asked me if I had a boy friend and I said yes(because I do) He actually kissed me on the cheak and he asked me for my number but I just told him no and that I had to go and he still kept trying to hug me and kiss me and I was like breathing really hard and having a panic attack and pulled away and started running. The rest of the walk to the mall I was crying and trying to catch my breath.

I talked to my boyfriend and he told me to come over right away and he comforted me. It just sucks because I though if I was in a situation like this that I could have handled it better or just done something. Ugh I really hate myself and Im really scared to go back into town now :(

Has anything like this ever happened to anyone?

Post edited at 12:09 pm on June 26, 2008 by Anonymous

Never blame yourself on things like that. You are not weak. You were shocked, people loose control of themselves when they are shocked.

It's OK to panic after such a scarry incident.

I really hope it won't happen again.

*hugs*

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