What do you do, when there is nothing you can do? I don't know whats going o n anymore,. Its getting to me. What? I don't know. I'm just losingmy mind here. It doerssn't matter though. No one cares. Is this true? I'm here. . What is happening? I'm falling apart again. I couldn't hold it together much longer. Where am I? Visions of the dark, feelings of pain and anger, of betrayal, of feeling lied to, of feeling that eveyrhing is ruined. If that is so, I shoud of done it a long time ago. I wouldn't be like this, in fact I'd be dead. Dead and gone. Better than sitting here reliving the agony that does not cease. Where is coming from? I don't know. No one will hear. I'm all by myself here. I'm holding the razor in my hand, moving it around it my fingers... Thinking of how good it might feel to have some release. No one could stop me. None would care if I mutiliated my arms up anyway. I dont know what to do now. You don't? maybe its all hopeless then. Killing yourself should be fun....then you can leave them all notes on why you killed yourself. Tell them all they things they never did and should have done. Tell them that you will never forgive them for they pain and suffering they caused for you. Maybe I should...
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