Last night at our school band concert, my friend kept shaking the chair I was sitting in when we were watching the show. And a screw popped out and the chair broke. All these boys kept telling me I was fat, I was enormous, I needed to lose weight. They got pretty vicious, started saying I was a fat ugly bitch and I had no friends and nobody cared if I died because I was stupid and slutty. I have almost no self-confidence anyway and after the concert I just started crying. I couldn't help it. Lately, it's like I can't do anything right. I can't sit in a chair right. I can't get good grades. And I can't tell the boy I like that I like him because every time I try, I freak out. I feel totally useless because I'm so unconfident and it just makes me feel like maybe those boys were right. Maybe nobody does care. And I don't want to feel this way, but I don't know what to do.
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I gotta go my own way.
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