sorry, thought u might need one of those :)

Seriously though, if you need someone to talk to, look no further.

see, you matter enough for me to check on and comment on ur post twice, so you got atleast 1 person caring :)

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sorry, thought u might need one of those :)

Seriously though, if you need someone to talk to, look no further.

see, you matter enough for me to check on and comment on ur post twice, so you got atleast 1 person caring :)

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thanks. :)

let me know if you wanna talk privatley

sure its 4 in the morning over here but i dont mind staying up if you need a friend :P

About your family/school situation: I'm very sorry that you're facing this right now. I imagine that's been a rough upbringing. Just because you've been singled out by cruel kids and your dad is treating you harshly doesn't mean that your life is worthless or that you're worthless. Basing the self-worth on the opinion of a man who would be abusive to his wife and children doesn't even make sense. No one deserves that.

It sounds like you've just kind of lost hope. No one seemed to care when you were a kid, no one seems to care now, and you feel like this means that you officially don't measure up as a human being and are somehow inherently inferior. All of the greats were there at some point, and many of them used it as motivation to do better. You know they say the sweetest revenge is success? Most people know this and they give up hope anyway. "Even if I made good grades it wouldn't really get me anywhere." Not true. Look at the statistics on that, being able to go to college will make a big difference in your lifelong success after you've gotten away from your family and started your own life. You shouldn't have to be a victim of your childhood for your entire life. Look ahead, and try to not fall into the self-fulfilling prophesy. You will if you believe what people tell you though. Don't buy it, or they really win.

Post edited at 2:29 am on May 6, 2008 by Da Bears

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